I don't see you, it's fuckin me up
A million places where you might have gone
What's the problem with our little home
It's cold, I know, don't go, don't go
Wanna think that you would keep me in mind
It's hard to do that with his hands on your thighs
Searching badly cause I'm scared what I'll find
His mouth, your tongue, I'm done, I'm gone
And I get drunk so at least I have an reason
For all the mistakes I know I want to make
You call me while I'm mad at myself
"Wanna do something that's bad for your health?"
I'm seven down, I've drowned in friends on my shelf
So I, agree, halfheartedly
I arrive and I can taste him on you
And I deliver but I shiver right through
Cause girl, you know I hate myself, that ain't nothing new
And I loved, you more, that's what, I'm for
And I break down so at least I have a reason
For all the dry shoulders that I'm gonna take
And I'll never blame you for fronting what I'm feeling
When it’s all on me - please - just stay, stay, stay, stay, you wanna go and I’m in the way
Do you wanna do something that's bad for your health? If you're around, just come over.
I don't trust myself to fall asleep
Cause when I go there, do I know where you'll be?
I'm not allowed to care, cause karma is free
What's one more night, a glass, alight?
credits
from In Movies,
released March 23, 2018
Written, recorded and performed by Jonathan Blake.
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